At the end of the year many people are caught with the blues. It seems like all the cozy togetherness confront you even more with your current situation. I think I know how this works for me. We live our quiet life with everything in its own place and time. Els goes to work and I [...]
Today it has been 27 years we have been a mum and dad. The birth of your first child is something that will always stay with you. It was a warm day, the 4th of august 1982. This morning we got this picture. He looks good, our oldest son Thomas, there [...]
These last days have thundered by like an emotional rollercoaster. After the passing of my cousin we went to his house on Monday for condolences. On Tuesday morning I had a checkup at the hospital, where I didn’t receive the answers I so crave. It will be waiting and hoping for something to happen with this [...]
I took the boat out to Alkmaar. It was a wonderful, [...]
No, this is not “the beauty and the beast”, it is in fact one of my old time favorites. We didn’t know eachother for a very long time and we loved it that this picture was made. It has spent lots of time on a lot of clipboards, so I had to remove the rough edges. [...]
Sometimes you can’t write about the things that affect you most. And especially not on a weblog like this, which is accessible to anyone. An attentive reader mailed me and mentioned that I had written so little since June. I wrote her back that I was so shattered about what happened to my brother, that I was not able [...]
On june 23rd 2004 I got a blisterenvelope in the mail from my cousin Jaap. The envelope contained three negative evelopes he had found while cleaning up. Was I interested? Yesterday I cleaned up my desk and refound this envelope. Back in 2004 I didn’t own a negative scanner and it was a busy [...]
We used to take a family photograph every Christmas, complete with holiday cake and purring cats. The camera was set on a tripod and the time release was activated. I never looked relaxed in the pictures, because I always had to make a frantic run to a reserved spot and then look as if I’d been [...]
It may well seem that I have a thing about describing my visits to the barber, but that’s just a coincidence, I assure you. A couple of years ago I came back into contact with Robin Eichenberger, who was one of my pupils in 1979. He emailed that he was now a hairdresser, and here in [...]
I have suffered, since 1962, from Matthew Mania, a fairly harmless disorder that flares up around this time every year. At the age of 10 (almost 11) I sang my part along with the boys choir in Zaandam; I also participated in 1963, but then my young soprano voice disappeared.
Until 2000, I had to be satisfied with just [...]
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